You guessed it from the title.
And I’M SORRY.
I promised myself that I’d never do this. But I HAVE to. For my sake.
Yes, okay. I’m taking a break.
Mainly for personal reasons, and I know this is supposed to be a place to help me overcome those problems, but at the moment certain people online, the amount of information that loads into my brain, the pressure…it’s making me quite stressed and anxious.
So I’m logging off for a while.
Maybe for a few days, a few weeks, a few months. Or a year. I HONESTLY don’t know. But I will be back. I WILL BE. I’m not making any promises, because we all know how terrible I am at keeping those, but I will be.
You’ve probably noticed that I haven’t been as active on your guys’ posts as normal and that was making me even more stressed. At least this way it’s official.
I’m also in the process of writing two books – one called ‘I’m Not Perfect’, which I’ve mentioned and another about the end of the world. A venomous clocked figure known as Death gathers the formerly dead teenagers to help him complete his unfinished business on Earth. I’m very excited about both and I want to focus on them for a while.
This also means I’m not going to be replying to comments, or emails, or KIK messages, or Twitter or Instagram messages. I’m honestly not trying to be rude, I just want to shut off.
When I started this blog back in August, I needed it. And it worked, for some time. Now, it’s stopped working. Maybe I’ve got too used to having a blog and it feels like second nature – maybe that’s the problem. Or that this just isn’t working out for me.
So yeah. Those are the reasons.
Thank you for everything you’ve done for me. Some of you know me better than others, but either way, I’ll miss you. More than I’ve ever missed anything I suppose, because in a way this blog became a part of my life. That was the problem. I was doing everything online, and nothing in the real world. Let me get my life sorted out first, then I’ll sort out my online life.
This might be the last post for a long while and the last time we speak, so I just want to say that it has all been amazing. And I love you.
Love, Em x